i feel like my life is boring so i don't want to write things that are 'real', but because my life is boring i don't have an imagination either. i am boring, but not really ever bored. i think the things i like are boring to other people. here are some things that i like or do on a regular basis:
look at itunes for a long time
make playlists on itunes and then delete them
delete old playlists on itunes that i didn't delete last time
look at baseball websites multiple times per day because i am too lazy to sign up for rss feeds
read poetry blogs or blogs by people that i like
pray for wealth
text message people
worry that i am boring and that i don't know what i will write
masturbate to internet pornography or to thoughts about people that i have seen only once
check my e-mail
respond to e-mail
reread e-mails that i sent to people or that people sent me
go to class to teach and learn
that is pretty much all i do. who wants to hear about that? let me know.
actually, i guess that i could probably make some of those things interesting. my friend becca is writing a story that revolves around watching tv and masturbating and what i read of it is pretty good -- i mean to say i like it. becca is a good writer. hi becca. also, casinos can be interesting but they were more interesting in the 1960s and 1970s in las vegas and not so much here, in the kc-lawrence area maybe. also, that movie casino was so good that it ruined it for everyone else who would want to write or make movies about casinos. maybe. i don't know. i am full of excuses. i hope that i can come up with a good excuse when i don't have a story for workshop on monday.